I hang onto things.
I hang onto past thoughts,
past feelings,
past emotions...
I can't let go.

Sometimes I take it out on others who do not deserve it. I don't mean to, it just kinda happens. I don't realize that i am even "blaming" them until after the fact. I say things I should keep to myself. I am brutally honest when I really do not need to be.

Tequila should have a legal limit. After 3 or 4, you should be cut off. Tequila is my truth serum. It might one day, be the death of me. I guess that might be ok. It would be an honorable death. However, I'm hoping that day is no where near.




to switch directions (and days):

I've started a new blog...well actually Cassie (my best friend) and I have started a new blog. http://alandrasc.blogspot.com/ you should check it out! We have started a new promise to eachother! We are going to start eating healthy and exercising regularly! :) It's our promise for lent and hopefully we'll continue it afterwards. We still have to come up with guidelines for eachother and a lot of research! :) I'm excited.

I called in sick to work this morning...i don't really have a voice and i've been feeling disgusting lately, i had a fever all last night and this morning, it finally broke, but i still feel disgusting...it was probably my stupidity of being outside without the proper atire...oh well...i'm bound to get sick at some point!

Bah! I need to do my homework....ok, peace out lake trouts! I'm gonna get this other business done!


-that's all she wrote-