Right now I am full of anxiety and stress.
There is only one person whose presence would help.
Unfortunately that presence has been gone for quite sometime.
There are many times in the past few years where I could have used a laugh.
There is only one person whose ever got me to laugh like that.
Now, IF I ever run into you, it's awkward as hell.
I messed up.
It is MY fault.
I'm coming up on my 3rd year almost to the day, without you.
I talk as though you have died...
However, your still alive and thriving (or so I've heard).
I wish there was something I could do or say to get you back into my life.
I could really use a friend like you right now.
But do I deserve it?
You never judged me and always listened.
You were always there, and no matter what...
You stayed.
You stayed.
Against your better judgment.
You stayed.
You are not here now.
And that is my fault.
I pushed for you to stay.
I begged you to stay,
And that is what drove you away.
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